yeah, i'm insecure, because i'm not perfect, but sometimes it seems like people need perfection .

at one point i'm sad because i need you and you just ignore me . but at the other, it feels like i should just say fuck it and wait for you to come to me .

but, i can't do that, i just need you so badly next to me .

i couldn't imagine what it would be like, if it would all be over .

but , the problem is that we have too many fights, well not right now, but we had .

mostly because of my mistakes, that's the problem, too many small mistakes will make it one big mistake .

i just need to believe that it will all work out from now on, i need to believe that love can last .

i've changed myself enough, maybe even too much .

i'm the same me who i used to be once.

devostating .

in a relationship you should say everything you wanna say or everything you think of .

that's the thing, i never say everything i think of .

because just one sentence can make it all go down .

i'm too weak to fight every single day , i'm just so fuckin' tired of it .

i want to be with you every single day .

from day to night , i need you by my side .

i just love you .