Tuesday, July 5, 2011

I just hide behind the tears of an angel .

From this point I don't care .
I won't believe any fuckin' word you say . Because you ALL lie and you ALL are fake in your own way .
You don't just dare to be yourself .
And.. for god sake, you have no reason to be mad or sad .
Some of you just want attention.. gosh, can't you try to get it some other way ?
I haven't done anything . You don't have to be so moody . Every little thing I say is wrong .
Oh, and you know, the thing that you do .. I mean when you walk away and you look like you wanna be alone, but at the same time you'r waiting for someone to come there and ask what's wrong with you and stuff .. well, yeah.. don't do that ! It's just worthless .
Just know the next time, that I don't feel sorry for you .. why should I ?
Nobody feels sorry for me and what do you see ?? - I've survived .
I don't give a damn what you think, will you understand it one day ?
I don't care what you say about my clothes or my makeup .
If it makes ME feel more confident then why the hell shouldn't I use it ?
Yeah, sure, you say that you'll change yourself, but do you really change ?
No !! No one changes . You've just always been that way, but you haven't showed it .
Now, do you feel good when you can tease someone ?
Is it really THAT good to see someone hurting ? No, it's not .
But some people do it, some people say that they are good and nice to others, but actually they're that way only to people who they want to .
But I know what you'r good at ! (: - Making people think that you'r the innocent one .
But, you know you'r not . You turn people against someone and then you'r happy about it, because you think that it makes you own them . But it doesn't, you'll just get your ass in much more trouble with everytime .. and the thing that you don't understand about it is that it'll all come back to you one day .
Just go, go look in the mirror and tell me what do you see?
Huh, nothing or what ? Surprised ? I'm not .
If not right now, then one day you'll understand what you've been doing all along .
I'm not saying I don't do this stuff... I do, but not all of it .
You know I don't.. and that what makes you that way .. when you know that someone is a little bit better person than you are .
I'm sure that some will ask me like what did you mean in your new blog post and stuff like that, but I don't care !
If you don't like what you see in me, then get the fuck out of my life .
Thank U .

Sunday, July 3, 2011